horrible day

I feel like total hell today. Couple of big things, bunch of little things. I woke up sad. That's not good. I'm just really really tired.

Seriously...

I am totally addicted to Grey's Anatomy. This season I'm actually watching it as it goes instead of catching up on DVD later. CSI has officially been abandoned by me. And I watch Private Practice which broke off of Grey's. The before hated Addison has now become one of my fav characters. Now that she isn't competition for my favorite character Meredith. Meredith is lost. Meredith is dark and twisty. I get that. :)

In personal news I have decided I am a glutton for punishment. I canned the internet dating thing. People just don't turn out in person as they seemed online. I did have a chance for a "hook up" with this one guy. But I didn't. I just didn't want to. I want more than that. Crap, I think I've damn grown up. ugh. When the hell did that happen?

So I sit at home. My roommate keeps me company. And I generally text for several hours during our shows (which annoys the crap out of her, mostly cuz its a guy she says she doesn't like at all). That's my nights. TV, movies, texting, and sometimes vodka. Occasionally we have a guest over to drink or just watch movies with us. Just friends. Did I mention I ate half a pint of chocolate Hagen-daaz last night? Straight out of the container. Why you ask? Because I was out of vodka silly, why else?

Updating the masses

The problem is, I don't know what to report. :P

My roomie and I have had some downs, but we are fine now. Just normal living together stuff. Apparently, I'm a slob. :P

Kids are fine. T made chorus at school. Now if she can just keep her grades above a C she'll be fine. She's a smart kid, but just starting to get to the grades where you have to actually study regularly to pass. B stays with my friend four days a week and my mom on Fridays. She missed my mom cuz she stayed with her mostly a long time, then not at all for a while. Once a week works well for them both. And my friend gets more time off. :) She loves staying there with her cousins and the other little boy who stays part of the week. Big weekend this week, a 2 year old playmate of B is having her birthday party tomorrow and I promised B we could go to the mountains Sunday. She loves it up there. Like her Momma. :)

The guy I liked a while back is now my friend. "Just friends". I'm really hating that term at the moment. We worked together at Goody's for a while, and he lives on the other side of the apartment complex we just moved to. It's been since moving that we've become friends.


That's all I have to say for now. :)