Ok, I know a lot of people live alone for years and enjoy it. My mother for one. I hate being alone. I feel like I've been alone for years. I spent ten years in an extremely lonely marriage. Even when he was physically there I was alone. He couldn't connect with me and I don't think he even cared too.
I know it hasn't been that long since I split with him. And I'm really in no hurry to actually live with someone again. I just want to find someone I can really connect with. Someone to talk to and see sometimes. You know?
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i do know. it's difficult even in short spurts of time to be so disconnected, so it makes sense that it would be harder with more time.
Hopefully this time is alowing you to see what you need and deserve.
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